Well week 5 is here and there is 6 weeks of my boot camp. This may be my last week of boot camp. As apart of the contract I signed I am to lose at least 10lbs by week 5 of boot camp.
I went to the gym this morning and weighed myself I sit at 189.6 lbs. Wow finally I broke the 190s. Tomorrow I am suppose to weigh-in at 188.8 lbs or less to remain in the challenge. I don’t know if I will hit that, but if I do great!
For weeks I have really been transformed, I don’t look at this boot camp as a challenge to get through, but a new beginning to even better health. A lot of money has been lost, but a new person has been discovered and well no one can take that away.
I no longer binge my emotions away, I go to the gym consistently, and when I look at my self in pictures I see a happy healthy girl who for a year in a half struggled internally to change.
With plenty of prayer and discipline I see a new me! Losing the weight is only apart of the battle, but being transformed from the inside out well God has to do that.
Many nights I cried myself to sleep because I was so self conscious of what I saw in the mirror. For a year that happen, but I know longer worry about that anymore.
When I look in the mirror I see a happy girl, a girl with hope and well exercise and eating right did not give that to me. God did that.
I wish I could keep this moment and put it in a box and put it back on when I may feel bad, but since I can not do that I write. I read back over what I write to keep myself encourage. To never forget why I started this journey in the first place.
I thank God for being my best friend, when I felt all alone. I thank God for renewing me daily.
It takes time to transform pray everyday and don’t stop praying
God Loves you,